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|| March "11th" 2010 ||
Well, I don't know what else to do, but I am really confused about everything
right now, My man don't even know what to do also, It is all too hectic right now
But than again I will not be surprised if he leaves me, won't be the first time that
I'll be ditched with another kid...Just all the fucken time, it's always drama and
bullshit every fucken day. I just feel so down about the whole thing right now
Too much shit in one day, A little more shittier than usual, but anyways enough
is enough, I guess it will be my turn to call the shots for once, I don't want to get
pushed around no more...Ain't no little boy anyways HAH! But I guess I'm gonna
have to make a call to my hunny and see if we are in talking mode, cause I am
SHITTY! I wish I had a ciggy right now...I just ran out URGH! Atleast I have
smokes when I get home tomorrow..YAY! Anyways yeha Signthe box or whatever
cause I'm just gonna finish this all up and go to my room! CAIO!
"March 12, 2010"
Well, My day was okay, I got to talk with the man last night and had a good talk
trying to understand what had happened, but now things are better, we are just
realizing that there are some things that cannot be predicted, but than again at
least I know what may have happened or where to things go afterwards, but
yeah I'm going home today, I get to see him and my kids....ALRIGHT! I finally
understand that people can talk alot of shit, but I don't listen to them...I guess
that's why they don't a cbox...because they don't want anything written to them
but they still have that nerve to write some nasty stuff on other peoples pages
Which is Pathetic, I don't care anymore though, as long as I get my chances in
life than taking the shortcuts like some people I know, Well I don't want to be a
hypocrit, because I used to be like that, My man has taught me so much already
How I should live my life, How I should look at things, How I should think about
what I'm gonna do or say, But all that may not seem like anything now, but once
you do look at things that way you will understand, like the way I did, Some of
you may not notice that about myself, but I can see alot of changes in my life
I'm happier, I'm healthier & I'm starting to be a better mother for my kids
I'm with them more often, I call them almost everyday, I buy things without
them asking....I like myself a whole lot better now...&& I thank him!
Well anyways Enough Blabbery :P I gotta go....CAIO!
My Kiddies ~ I love you guys so much and I'm missing you too. I'll see when I get home okay, my sweeties....your all my everything and my heart! MLU!
My Man ~ I love you and I can't wait to see you tomorrow..*MUAH*
You mean a whole lot to me hun, Thanks for always being there for me! x3
My Unborn ~ It came to a total shock about you...I had thought that you'd be
with us soon, but there was a second chance with you...but still we love you as
if you were here with us already, but now Mommy will do what she can..x3
ADAM LAMBERT
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! IF YOU CAN
SO ANNOYING WHEN PEOPLE ALWAYS WRITE THINGS TO ME AND MY SISTERS
LIKE YOUR FAMILIES ARE ANY MORE PERFECT THAN OTHERS...I'M TIRED OF THAT
SHIT....WHAT DID WE EVER DO TO YOU GUYS....JUST QUIT WRITING A BUNCH OF NASTY SHIT ON OUR PAGES AND GET YOUR OWN C-BOXES SO WE CAN WRITE SHIT ATLEAST WE CAN LEAVE OUR NAMES INSTEAD OF ...... OR ANON SO STUPID
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